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Finding Forgiveness - Poconos Pack #1

Dana Marie Bell

Publisher: Dana Marie Bell

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Summary

To forgive is divine. 
Poconos Pack Book 1 
As the Red Wolf Pack’s Marshall, Ben Malone can feel the physical well-being of his entire Pack, including his mate’s recurring hangovers. He’ll never claim Dave. He can’t. He’d rather be alone than be with someone who lives inside a bottle. 
Dave Maldonado is has suffered from migraines for nine agonizing years. The first one hit him when he was just fifteen and saw his mate holding hands with another boy. He can’t understand why Ben rejects him at every turn, but he’s had enough of longing for someone he can’t have. 
When Dave winds up hospitalized from a debilitating attack, Ben is forced to face the truth: Dave has never been an alcoholic. Worse, it may be too late. Determined to find out if he could possibly be one of those rare Wolves with two mates, Dave heads to Disney World during Gay Pride Week with only one thing on his mind: forget Ben Malone. 
There’s just one problem with that as far as Ben is concerned. Only one man will ever get to hold his David. Ben is determined to follow his mate and win him back, even if it costs him every shred of his pride.
Available since: 03/19/2017.

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